The Delicate Relationships... Mixed Emotions and Confusion

To you, whom I call brother..

Known each other for years, yet how could you not spare a thought for my feelings..

Though easy-going am I, yet, don't you know some territories are not meant to be crossed?

Yet, how could you enter into that territory without qualms and started to attack me with arrows that pierce my heart?

The confusion, hurt and anger, do you not know or do you not care?

Have I not tolerated your ways, your temper for years? Do you think that I'm just a monkey who cannot hurt nor able to fight back?

Do our brotherhood mean nothing before your eyes?

To others who step into my territory, I kill without mercy and torture them with the most perverse ways...

But the person had to be you...

Why do you have to cause a crack in the mirror with your words?

To her whom I call my beloved...

From the first day that I met you, I wanted to know you more..

Loving you more and more with each passing moment spent together...

Your character, your beauty has captivate my heart..

Yet.. I am unsure of the feelings that you ahve for me? Is it mutual? Or is it just friends..

Insecurities plague my heart.

I slowly lose confidence and slowly fall into the pits of confusion..

To the world out there..

Am I being loved at all?