Messed Up

Something not right recently.. It's making me to do and say the wrong things..

What is this feeling that is causing me to lose myself??? It seems so alien...

Is it because of my decayed teeth that is causing me sleepless nights?

Hmmm.. Don't think so because the pain has subsided and I am going for the extraction soon.. It's only a small matter.. Shouldn't bother me that much...

Or is it because that baby Jet Tang who has just came into this world a few hours ago???

Congrats to Ah Jeff and Windy!~! And glad that both mother and child are ok... Haha...

It's supposed to be a joyous occasion, so this shouldn't be messing me up either..

So, what or who is it exactly???