Is It Just Me Or????

*Sign*.. I don't know if it's just me or what.. But..

Today in meeting, my manager was saying that there are implementing some award to those who receive compliments from external parties..

Then, she pointed out that I had a few also and one of the people to receive that award..

I showed a puzzled face of course.. Kaoz.. I didn't put in any effort at work leh.. And I got so many back logs..

How come it's me again??? I don't think I deserve anything leh.. Cause I have not been performing at all loh...

But I know my HOD don't like me lah.. Haha.. Can tell from his face and his body language.. :p

Who cares??? They give me money, then I take loh.. wahaha...

And yar.. I came home early again today... Think people will start to backstab me soon in office.. Especially since I don't mix with them nor do I deserve that award.. Haha..

Last time I always work late, and they say why I don't want to go home etc etc... Then I go home early, they say I always go home early..

Got one best.. That time I always work late and then say,"See how long you can last".. He lucky I never shoot him back... But, I will always remember it.. I'm a petty man.. Haha.. Expect nothing less from a Virgo man... :p

And now, that person is promoted to a supervisor.. But I don't really bother.. I don't respect him anyway.. Haha.. Only know how to talk.. Know nothing much..

What disgust me most is this one plump lady who's interested in him and her seat is directly facing him.. She always feed his ego..

Cannot tahan.. Madness.. I wonder how much longer can I take this kind of working environment..

Kaoz... Means if I put in effort, I will be almost the king liaoz???

Enough of my rumblings.. Haha..

Just puzzled as to how things really work in the workplace.. Still can't get it.. Or is it just because I am too good for low-level jobs???

Should put me in a higher position mah.. Wahaha.. Or just let me be king... :p