Habitual Creatures Or???

Humans.. A bunch of habitual creatures...

And I guess I fall into that category..

Recently, I guess I've developed some new habits.. Getting used to have someone around me, used to doing some things etc etc etc...

Seems like when that something is not done or someone is not around, it just feels not right.. Deep down, the heart will be asking,"Where is it/he/she??? What have I not done for the day???"

Yet.. Things just get more and more complicated when more and more questions are raised within a few seconds and it gets real confusing.. To the point of being frustrated and irritated at my own ineptness..

Is it a need? Or is it a want? Is it really necessary?

Being "bo chap" helps in a lot of things. But for me, personally, there is only one area that the "bo chapness" fails to invade and take root..

And this post has gotten complicated from the questions that I raised.. And deviated from the topic... Hahaha...

Wouldn't it be nice if things were simple and everyone is child-like? And I mean child-like, not childish...

*Haiz* I hate all these things.. Why can't I just do without it???

Summary of Post: There is no structure nor does it seem to have a topic. But that topic is really in this post.. Just need to look for the buried clues.. Haha..

Some close friends may know what I'm talking about I guess..