Good & Bad Day...

Yesterday was a good and bad day for me..

It started out good as I went for Jet's one month birthday celebration...

Man.. It was good.. Met up some old friends and had a good lunch...

After that, me and another friend just slack at his house...

At one time, I carried the baby and pat him to sleep.. Talk about bliss... Too bad he's not my own baby.. Haha..

Gosh.. I do love kids!~! Too bad he isn't mine.. Hahaha...

After that, we had a mahjong session.. Was interupted a few times by the baby.. But we were fine with it...

There was this one time where the father held the kid and the baby suddenly keep crying.. As the father draws the tiles, he was like getting "ka deo and kang" with every single draw...

-__-"""

Anyway, I ended up losing money and things go downhill from there.. I didn't really mind losing the money.. Not a lot.. Haha..

Then, me and my friend just walked home.. We lived nearby one another anyway.. After my friend reached his block and I was alone, I received an sms..

Initially I was like, -__-""... The one who just went up to his house sms me for what?? Cause I dun think anyone will sms me like 3am in the morning.. Haha..

But no.. It was from Her.. The ultimate truth...

To summarise, I got rejected in a "soft" way..

Feeling pissed off also.. At a guy who treats gals like toys..

Also hurting inside that she was so hurt before...

*Haiz*.. Anyway, I just told her to think it through properly again.. Cos I know I won't do that kinda things to a gal, especially to the one I love, and I am already a grown up man, not a boy anymore..

Yea.. I hope to make a difference in her life and mend her wounds through time.. It's jsut a matter of whether she lets me into her world or not..

Through gentleness, kindness, concern and love..

People like to say.. "She is mine.."

I prefer to say.. "You are mine and I am yours.."

"Let me take your hand and lead you through the valley of darkness and pain..."