What Really Affects...

Hmmm.. Just read a friend's post.. Didn't know my last posting on the "Greatest Fool" affect him so much.. My bad.. And I was just talking and critisizing about myself.. Haha..

Well, I guess my issues are still unresolved.. Still feeling lost.. Still dunno anything.. Still doing nothing and still remaining as the Greatest Fool...

All because of a stupid "big-heartedness" of saying,"I understand and I won't force or push you.. Just hope that you'll one day know that I am different from the little boys you had.."

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Also read another friend's blog just now.. About not knowing how to love, is unable to give, cannot take failure..

I guess I'm in a similar boat.. I also don't know if I can make it at all in love.. But all I know is if I don't try, it'll leave regrets in my latter life..

Yea.. I'm someone who yearns for love and yet, maintain a careful stance and is careful in my selection.. So careful that I'm single for years..

In market research terms, my "incident rate" is zero as of now.. Haha..

And I guess I'll continue to be the greatest fool for now.. Till that woman gives me an answer, I will stick around for a while..

Till she gives me an answer, I will not move on..

Yea.. Directions might change in the future depending on her answer...

But I don't think my friends will worry for me.. Since I recover and pick myself up easily.. Haha...

But as of now, my heart is still shivering and feeling lost.. Yea.. I don't have this feeling for quite some time already and thought that my heart has died.. Haha..

Hope that woman will give me an answer soon...