Past and Future..

Was talking with my ex yesterday afternoon over msn..

Me: "I don't flirt with the gals in the pubs.."

She: " Yes you will..."

Me: "I swear upon my pride and honour that I never flirted with any of the gals in the pubs while you were still with me..."

She: "You don't give a sense of security.. But I let my bf go.."

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Haha.. We wasn't quarrelling lah.. Just a discussion.. Haha..

Anyway it ended with:

Me: "Nvm lah.. That's the past.. I've tried my best.. Haha"

She: "Yar.."

*Sign*.. I don't know what's wrong with me.. I tried to maintain high morality and faithfulness, and yet, this sort of thing can happen.. And I only went pub to meet up with friends like only once every 3 to 4 months.. Every other single day and weekends were spent with her...

I really playboy meh?? I don't think so leh.. Sianz...

After my last relationship, I guess I became more careful and also became skeptical of myself.. It's the feeling of like wanting something, but scare of it... But it's not the fault of my ex lah.. Guess that both of us were still immatured at that time.. In our youth.. Haha..

But then again, I'm a fighter.. Never say diez.. Try and try and try again till I get it right.. Hahaha...

I'll definitely work super hard at the next relationship.. "Zetai" (Jap for "Definitely", but dunno if I spell it correctly.. wahahaha..)

Bankai!~!