Rattlings..

Been quite busy recently with some interim reporting..

Freaking staring at the computer, data and the reports for a few days now..

I wonder where do I get the motivation to come home and to stare again at my desktop.. Haha..

Been doing some thinking also.. Nah.. It's not regarding my job.. I am still quite happy here.. Haha.. Just thinking about life and some particular areas...

Think I've got another breakthrough.. Haha.. Things getting back to normal I guess...

Thinking to myself.. If I am gonna remain single, I might as well get a car license and buy a car for my own comfort..

Being single does have its perks too.. Like how much freedom I have, how much money I can save and splurge on myself (ie: Technological stuffs)...

But the heart does get lonely sometimes and need some companionship..

Last time, friends used to say I'll be the first one among them to settle down.. Seems like they are wrong.. I am like one of the last few among them.. Haha..

Thinking back, I've been spending the past few years trying to attain knowledge and capabilities.. A good career..

Looking at where I am not.. *Sign*.. I ask myself, is it really worth all my time doing those things.. In economic terms, I would call it unstructured employment.. Haha.. Or rather, job scope doesn't match the capabilities leading to slackness..

In the end, I sacrificed my love life for nothing...

I used to believe a saying: "If you are going to complain, why not shift that energy into trying???"

One whole round to naught..

But I guess my friends are also right in some sense.. My craziness has driven off many potential gals too.. Haha.. I really need to tone down.. After all, I'm growing older.. Haha..

It's just that personally, I feel that if there's no issue or anything serious to handle and resolve, I will rather be a little crazy and spend my time laughing than being serious..

When it comes to advices, I don't think I lack the knowledge or the teachings.. I've been around for long enough and seen a lot..

But then again, my teachings are hard but good.. Who will be able to swallow it? It's better to keep quiet and just smile.. Haha..

Yar lah.. What people see is the outside, but not my inside.. So, since the outside reflects badly, naturally it'll push away Cupid.. Hahaha...

In the end, the conclusion, who ask me to attitude and buttocks itchy to follow the following two philosophy???

1) 人定胜天

2) 我自行我道

Oh yar.. Recently I heard a friend hum a song which I find quite nice.. Enjoy!~!

彩虹 - 周杰伦