Changes

Didn't have time to post for a while.. Was actually quite busy with some things..

Yea.. And there's changes to my life too.. After many many years.. It's complicated.. Haha..

Well, the time will come when I will reveal more ba...

Stupid UFO is still pissing me off at home..

That's the only change that didn't take place at all in my life..

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*Yawnz...

Monday - The Colour of Royalty

Well, it's another Monday where I do not have much things to do except to blog in office.. Haha..

Last week was an emotional roller coaster for me I guess..

Wednesday (9th July)

Went for my graduation ceremony. Slept through most part of it.. Keke.. Was quite a busy day..

Went to collect my graduation gown in the morning.. Then went to collect my graduation tickets..

Slept a bit before going to the graduation...

Took some pics here and there.. There's two with a cig in my mouth while I'm in my graduation gown.. Kekeke..

Friday (11th July)

Was my "boss" last day.. Rachel.. Yar.. Haha.. Went for dinner at Preve, at Keppel Island there.. After Vivo City..

We ate at the bakery and I had the Preve burger, where the beef is truly fantastic.. Wagyu Beef.. Expect nothing less.. Kekeke..

We took quite a bit of pictures there as well.. The scenary is quite fanatastic..

After that, we went to St James.. Club hop a little..

Gosh.. It's been years since I last club and the booming music gave me a headache on Sat's morning..

I don't think I'll ever go club in a while.. Haha.. Prefer to sit down and drink.. I old man liaoz..

Saturday (12th July)

Slept till 11am plus.. Ate brunch and just slack around.. Wanted to charge my PDA but realised that I left it in office on Friday..

So, made a trip down to office at around 2 plus to 3..

Shortly after, the UFO (Ugly Fat Old woman) came in.. She was surprised that I was in office..

I decided to stay a while to see what was she doing back on Saturday..

Well, she made her bread to eat, on pc, talked on phone and then slept for an hour plus on the couch..

Basically, she came back to enjoy the aircon.. -__-"""

Did not work for a few hours.. Freak that UFO..

She wants me to help her with her work, but seeing her like that, I refused.. Wahahaha..

Well, had dinner with a colleague at Tao's restaurant.. Totally enjoyed it but we walked home again.. -__-"""

Talked for a few hours before we went our way home..

Sunday (13th July)

Went marketing and did a bit of cooking for dinner.. Made my "best on earth" Yong Tau Foo and Steamed Martell Prawn.. Wahahaha..

For Yong Tau Foo, I forgot one ingredient.. Wasted.. *Haiz..

My Steamed Martell Prawns were great!~! Kekeke..

Ok ok.. Then slack around till 12+ before turning in for the night..

So tired now..

*Yawnz...

Monday Sianzelogy...

Monday blue, Monday sianz, Monday blue and sianz.. Wahahaha..

Nothing much to do today.. Slacking my life and time away..

Hmmm... Actually there's something interesting that I would like to blog about..

Been hearing gals say that they wanna concentrate on career, studies etc and has no interest to be in a relationship..

Ok, so, what's the deal here?

Let's just use my mindset and ideology as a base.

I don't see any problem in that. At least I know that I'm the understanding type and is able to play support roles to the one I love.. So, it's not really an issue to me..

Of course, many a times, the real reason for the gals will be that,"I don't like you. So, I won't spend time with you. Get lost and don't waste my time.."

Ok ok.. I'm exaggerating on the words.. Hahaha..

However, there are some who really meant that and I guess it takes a very understanding and patient guy to work things out..

At least I know I am able to do it..

Well, so the issue now is to differentiate what is the real meaning behind those words then.. Of which, I have no answer and is unable to answer it myself currently.. Keke..

I just kind of like feel that majority of the time, they are just not interested in the guy..

However, I've really met some who really took it seriously as a consideration for the guy..

Well, I guess guys have to be more matured and less MCP... When it comes to work, just play supporting role and trust that the gal is not up to anything funny..

Trust.. Yea.. Another complicated area...

From my viewpoint, I guess sometimes, girls are too sensitive and too suspicious.. They tend to think too much and question the guys too much..

I'm not saying it's a bad thing, but there should be a limit, a balance to things.. Sometimes, it just frustrates the guy so much that he may really seek out solace from other girls..

However, I have seen and known married men who just f*** around and even goes to the famous Red Light District for paid sex while leaving their wife and children at home..

Well, for this matter, what was my previous practise with my ex-gf was that I stopped being so nice to other gals.. Wherever I go and do, I will tell her..

It's all about accountability I guess.

Last time, for her, I only went to pubs for drinking and chatting session with my friends like once every 4 to 6 months.. Is that still consider bad?

I even offered to bring her along.. Too bad she doesn't like the smoke smell...

Trust.. Is when she tells me she's meeting up another guy alone and tells me where they are going and doing and I'm totally fine with it..

But this is arguable.. Since she complained that I'm bo chap.. Hahaha.. I guess I have to learn something from here..

The definition of trust always differs according to gender I guess..

Gosh.. A relationship is really complicated..

Talk about having a simple and happy relationship.. It's not easy at all loh..

Nothing's easy in this world I guess..

That's why, Sophisticated Simplicity..

Or maybe it's just because I think too much.. Wahahaha...

Can't Get Her out of my Head...

Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

(Repeat Chorus except last line)

Bridge:

'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

(Repeat Chorus)

Heaven knows... heaven knows.

Saturday Randomization

Went back to office on Sat afternoon to do some work..

A colleague was there and I shall call her PL... Haha...

Well, it's nice that there's no other people in the office.. Kinda like this kind of working environment.. No bosses, freedom of speech and action.. Haha..

After work, went to Marina with PL to shop around for some jeans and casual clothes.. Spent around $200 to $300.. -__-"""

Then, went to have dinner at Suntec Foodcourt.. Tried the Bak Kut Teh at the corner sold by China people..

Don't really like it and it's very different from Singapore's version.. 2 person's meal for $15.. I might as well go to the kopitiam behind Bugis MRT for the Bak Kut Teh... It's one of the best around loh...

After that, shopped at Carrefour for some rations.. Went back to office to put the stuff after that... Met another colleague, which I shall call KL.. Haha..

Yea.. Then we talked to KL for a whole hour.. KL was requesting me and Rachel to be better to Flo, the big fat old arse.. To pamper and treat Flo like a child... Cause Flo told her many times how stressed she was and couldn't approach us and she feels like I'm taking sides with Rachel..

-__-"""

I said an organization doesn't need a fat golden eagle at operational level... And told them a bit of my past and how I've improved...

Haha.. Ok.. Never mind.. After that, went home, put my things and met Ah Hau.. Went down to Timbre again.. -__-"""

While on taxi, I started complaining about the big fat arse and there was this following scenario where I found very funny:

Hau: Aiyah. 忍一下吧...

Me: 谁会忍一个又老,又肥,又丑的女人???

Then the cab uncle turned back and laugh... Wahaha... That was the ultimate sentence I think.. Too power till the quiet cab uncle also buay tahan.. Haha..

Ok.. I'm mean.. :p

Well, reached Timbre and started to drink and chat.. Think both of us drank too fast last night.. I also learnt that one gets easily high if the body is tired..

In one of our conversation, Ah Hau raised the question why I was not attached for the past 6 years.. Cause according to him, he said my standards and criterias are there... Can't help wondering why I have no girlfriend..

Wahaahaha.. I replied.. "Dunno leh.. Maybe my criteria high ba.."

So after drinking and all, we went back.. And I slept till like 11am...